From Death to Life…then Death to Life Again
11 months ago
"And it scares me to think, that I would choose my life over You. My selfish heart divides me from you. It tears us apart."
"So tell me, what is our ending? Will it be beautiful, so beautiful? Will my life, find me by your side? Will it be beautiful, so beautiful?"I stop an think about what is real. Where do I want to be when my life is all said in done? Will I have made it past all the hard, challenging times and stood strong? Stood for what I deep down, truly cling to as truth, and not get lost in my own wants and desires. I once heard that there are no sidelines on a battefield....you have to pick a side, you have to pick up your sword and fight one way or another. So although this battle may be difficult, I have to see this life for what it truly is....just a stopping point on my journey....in hope and faith that I will find my beautiful ending. I want to know...at the end of it all...that I did not fail Him.
"At the end of it all, I wanna be by your side."