Watson Warriors

Joyful January

2012-01-25T15:56:00.001-06:00

Sorry it has been a while since posting. Honestly, there hasn't been a lot to post. Back in December a friend of mine told me about a "month of no." In other words, other than family time, church, and school you say no to doing anything else. Even though we didn't intentionally follow this plan, we sort of naturally fell into the groove of just saying no. Last year was one of the toughest, busiest years of our lives. I think deep down we just needed a break....to focus on living better...loving better. I can honestly say that this month hasn't been filled with a lot of activity, but it has been filled with plenty of laughter, silliness, hugs, and lots of love. I am very thankful for my family. At times the road wasn't always easy, but it has taught me to fight harder, to love deeper, and be grateful in ways I had never even come close to before! To say the least....it's been a joyful beginning to 2012!

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Merry Christmas from our family to yours...

2011-12-26T17:59:00.002-06:00

A Season of PARTIES...

2011-12-26T17:00:00.001-06:00

With just moving into our house right before Christmas last year, we didn't get too in to the whole celebrating mode. This year, however, was a different story! I think we may have gone a little above and beyond seeing as it is December 26th and I am WORN out!!! Parties, parties, and more parties is what took place in our home during the month of December. While it did take a lot of work, I am very thankful that God has given us with a home to host and such wonderful friends and family! It was a busy and blessed season for sure!!!

The Watson Family Party

The men found their own table!

Cousins ~ Alex, Josh, and Axel!

The talented cousin Amy

Aunt Brittany and Grandaddy

Sweet Nanny

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A Hat Party for Tracey

My dear friend Tracey has been fighting and conquering a battle with colon cancer! While we are THRILLED the surgery to remove it was a success, she is still undergoing chemotherapy to continue to fight the lingering cancer cells. Please be praying for her and her family during this "not fun" season. In order to help equip her with just a little more armor to fight this battle....I decided to throw her a hat party! So many sweet friends came out and showered her with love and hats! Hair loss ain't got nothin' on this girl! Her joy is contagious!

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Baker's School Party

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Bible Study Party

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The Stewart Family Party

The cousins and their loved ones! (Elizabeth we missed you!!!)

Nancy, Mom, and Dad (Karen, Mike, and Bryan you were definitely missed!)

Too much partying!!!

***There was also a Community Group Party hosted at our home too but I do not have the pictures yet (Derek Kramer!!! =)! Soon to be posted!

Our Little Turkey

2011-12-26T16:37:00.000-06:00

Baker had a precious Thanksgiving play at school. And this is how he performed. While the other sweet children where singing and dancing, Baker stood like this.....

or this.....

He is DEFINITELY our little turkey!!!

Rock and Roll Mickey

2011-11-27T20:14:00.001-06:00

We took the boys to Toys R Us to find some toys that they want for Christmas. I'm pretty sure Caleb found one he liked!!!!

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Oh how he makes my heart happy!!!!

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Family Pics

2011-11-14T15:21:00.002-06:00

These weren't even half of them....so hard to pick all my favorites!!!

Runs With A Van

2011-11-13T19:19:00.004-06:00

The Tennessee Ragnar Relay is a 12 man relay race from Chattanooga to Nashville....196 miles total. This year we put together a co-ed team to tackle this adventure. We had so much fun accomplishing this together!!!

crossing the finish line.....

WE DID IT!!!!!

To read more about my journey, click here:

http://abeatinheart.blogspot.com/2011/11/journey-of-196-miles.html

Fall Fun

2011-11-13T18:07:00.000-06:00

The two new additions to our family....meant to be our mouse hunters....Baker has another idea in mind!

Field trip to the Pumpkin Patch with Baker's class!

Pictures at Teck's, Fall Festival at the boy's school, and Halloween with friends!

Wiggin's Wedding

2011-10-27T22:33:00.000-05:00

Well, it finally happened! Josh's best friend Jeremy finally tied the knot. We were very blessed to have been able to go down to Destin, FL and be a part of the ceremony! Josh also enjoyed getting to spend the weekend with his long time friends and brothers!

They did it!!!

Lil Brother/Groom.....Big Bro/Best Man

The guys....

.....and their ladies!

Cowboys!!!

2011-10-27T10:36:00.001-05:00

Country dress up day at school....Caleb, "Woody," and Jessie!!! The Mule Day hats were a hit at preschool!!!

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Glow Stick Fun!

2011-10-26T22:37:00.002-05:00

A friend gave me this great idea.....and the boys loved it!

Glow stick bath time!

Run Daddy Run

2011-10-17T20:42:00.000-05:00

Last Saturday Josh ran in The Middle Half in Murfreesboro, TN. It was so much fun to go out and cheer him as well as other good friends on! Josh....like most every runner was NOT happy at the fact that they messed up the mileage and actually ended up running 13.6 miles rather than 13.1. He was very quick to inform me that his "actual" time (according to his watch) was 1:40 at 13.1 miles! He's a mess!!! But he's so stinkin' fast we had to rush out the door just to make sure we saw him finish!

Baker wanted to have his picture taken with Daddy.....which was way too sweet because he really doesn't ever like his picture taken!

The boys had a blast. They got painted tattoos on both arms (yes....Baker has a Hello Kitty on his arm! He's really into cats since we got our kittens. And it's blue so that makes it ok!!) They loved their balloon animals too....which barely made it to the car before these wonderfully wild boys popped them!

Way to go Josh! 5th Half Marathon of the Year! We're proud of you!

Boys will be boys!

2011-09-20T13:16:00.001-05:00

Just a typical evening in our home! I was cooking dinner and this is what the boys were doing. (Don't look too close at my "curtains," the ones I've ordered haven't come in!) it's always fun and giggles when daddy gets home!

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Warrior Dash 2011

2011-09-17T20:13:00.000-05:00

Warrior Dash was by far the hardest, yet coolest thing I have ever done. It was is a 5k with obstacles. The obstacles were great and lots of fun. I accomplished all of them......jumping over hay piles, old junk cars, tires, over and under walls and barbwire, 3 different climbing walls, cargo net climb, sliding down poles, jumping over fire, and crawling through a mud pit under barbwire! It was actually the running that was the most difficult for me. I am not used to running on dirt, bumpy ground, gravel, and grass. It was very challenging for me and made me slow, slow. Thankfully, Josh and I did this together so he kept pace with me the whole time. I know he would have loved to smoke it and see how well he could do, but I'm thankful he stayed with me and helped push me along! I earned my first medal.....but the coolest part was definitely the hat!!!!

Before......

After.....

All cleaned up (as best as we could)......

You could donate your shoes to people in need! That's a big shoe pile!

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Four.......More!!!!!

2011-09-16T22:05:00.000-05:00

Apparently turning four does equal more in Baker's world because the child has partied like a rockstar. Sept 5th marked the "beginning" of Baker's birthday celebration. It has been a filled two weeks of parties at his Dee and Pop's house, school, our house, visiting Thomas the Train, spending the weekend with his Uncle Burt, and another family dinner with Nanny, Grandaddy, Papaw, and Aunt Brittany. My oh my are we partied out! Birthday....officially over!!!!!!!

On his actual birthday, we had a family party visiting Dee, Pop, Teck, and Greg. Dee made Baker's cake just like he likes it.....chocolate with sprinkles! Yes, he's a little rotten....especially when Dee is involved!

Baker had asked and asked for this present. When he opened it, he just hugged it!

Baker with his great grandmother Teck (as we call her)

A few days later we had Baker's birthday at our house with his friends. We, of course, had to have a Toy Story party. So we decided to do a "Movie Under the Stars" Party featuring none other than Toy Story 2. Why do specific you ask....bc Jessie was not in the first one, and we don't like the baby throwing the bear in the trash on the third one! So....Toy Story 2 it is! We love going to Movies in the Park during the summer, so we decided we are just going to start having Movies at the Watsons. We ate cake, opened presents, then settled in for popcorn and a movie. I think both the kids and parents enjoyed it! We can't wait to do this again!

Our big boy! We love you Joshua Baker!!!!

Baker racked up in the Toy Story department! I think we may should buy stock in it!

Uncle Burt and Breck spent the weekend with us for both Baker and the MTSU game. Before the game we took the boys, sporting their MT shirts, to Thomas the Train.

We played trains! (and even stamped some)

We listened to stories and watched Thomas movies!

We rode the small train!

And we rode the big train!!!!

The boys had a great time! Mommy and Daddy, however, were pooped!!!!

I can't believe that Baker is four. He has matured so much over the past couple of months. He is becoming so kind and loving (from the child who has wiped away my kisses for the past 3 1/2 years), and even helpful! He has a personality that could take down a room and a smile to go with it! I love him so very much and am so thankful that the Lord blessed us with this little man!!!!

Embracing the rain....

2011-09-04T21:42:00.002-05:00

Today the rain finally fell again.....and rather than being cooped up inside, I just felt the need to dance and play in it. So we did!

Twins

2011-08-22T16:32:00.000-05:00

For all intensive purposes, I can pretty much say that God blessed me with twin boys. Baker and Caleb definitely do not fit the "big brother, little brother" mold. They play together, are the same size, wear the same clothes, like the same things, have very similar personalities. I would even go as far as to saying they are about as smart as one other.....Caleb maybe a little advanced, Baker maybe a little behind.....lol, jk.....or maybe they just want to stick to that mold of doing everything together. I get asked at least once a week if they are twins. One time, after giving my usual smile/giggle response of, "No, they are actually 18 months a part, they are just the same size," someone actually thought Caleb was the older one.

As a mom of two boys so close, I really think I can imagine what twins would be like. I feed them at the same time, give them naps at the same time, put them to bed at the same time. I have to get both kids into a double stroller or cart, hold both sets of hands, strap both down in car seats, have doctor apts scheduled at the same time........and today......we got to experience going to the dentist for the first time.....together!

The joke is that I actually believed I was going to be able to take their picture. Everything is always double the fun when it involves all three of us. Two boys not wanting to lay down, two not wanting to open their mouth, two boys crying......thus leading to.....one boy laying down, Mommy consoling at his side, other boy running wild around the room/chair. (This is about the time where I stick a sucker or treat in their mouth....not sure the dentist would have approved of my survival technique!) Needless to say both boys were a little scared, but we finally made it through successfully (Mommy only slightly scathed). They even got their own balloon animal to take home!

Can you imagine what actual doctor apts are like.....sheesh! =)

Our Baker

2011-08-22T15:59:00.001-05:00

Have I mentioned how much I adore this child? I think he has one of the most fun personalities I know (yes, that same personality that some day about does me in)! We made this hat at the Frist last week and it has stayed in the car. I look back the other day and this is how he is wearing it.....just hanging out, bobbing his head to the music. Of course when I ask him about it, he cracks up, thinking he is so silly. That child LOVES to make people laugh. Sorry future teachers!

Yesterday we were hanging out in our room eating the chocolate chip cookies we had just made. Baker gets up and leaves the room. I, assuming he was going to get another one, asked him if he would "bring Mommy another cookie." He comes back in the room, looks at me with a blank expression, opens his hand to reveal a tiny chocolate chip, and says, "Here you go." I had no words.....and he falls out laughing, so proud of himself!

This is just a glimpse....of OUR BAKER!!!

Friday Fun

2011-08-19T15:56:00.005-05:00

Thanks to my dear cousin Emily, we got to spend a free day at the Frist with our favorite buddies!!!

Baker, Austin, Georgia, Nate, and Caleb....caught a quick pic for the whole 5 seconds they were sitting down :).

Painting and stamping fun....i think more ink ended up on them than the paper!

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Summertime Giggles

2011-08-15T08:06:00.000-05:00

Last night the weather felt amazing....almost like fall. We enjoyed dinner on the patio and fun on our swing set for the first time in weeks! The laughs in this video make me smile. I sure do love my boys and how much fun they have with each other!

Joshua Baker Watson

2011-08-08T16:09:00.000-05:00

If one were to look up the definition of "strong-willed," "stubborn," even "relentless" in a Websters dictionary, I can with absolute certainty guarantee that this is the face you would see beside each word. Joshua Baker Watson!!!!

Those of you who follow our blog know Caleb had his tonsils out almost three weeks ago. But what you do not know is that Baker ALSO had his out.....again! Or so he has acted. He has not been sleeping, Mommy can't be out of his sight....even to go to the bathroom....either of us, much less in another room, constant whining, doesn't want anyone but Mommy. If you even asked him, he would tell you that "his throat hurts too."

Oh me! This precious, funny, love of my life, has about been the death of me for the past three weeks. But the things that usually cause me the biggest grief, are also the things that I absolutely love about him. He is definitely unique! He has a personality that is going to drive the teachers nuts and have the girls flocking to him. He is witty and he loves to make you laugh. He loves his Mommy! He has a strong awareness for detail. The boy is already street smart.....he knows how to work the system! He doesn't let people get away with anything. He already loves the outdoors and a canoe!

The wrinkles and gray hairs may have started arriving the moment this bundle of joy did almost 4 years ago, but I am very thankful for him, even in the tough moments!

Slowly But Surely...

2011-07-22T18:06:00.001-05:00

....coming back to life. Caleb is recovering! He has a great attitude...takes meds well, let's the nurses do their thing without a fight. In that way it is going much smoother than it did with Baker. However he is pretty pitiful. He is very swollen, can hardly talk, and in a lot of pain. He's still not eating or drinking anything, so we could be in for a long couple of days.

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Here We Go Again...

2011-07-21T15:28:00.001-05:00

3 1/2 months after Baker's tonsil surgery, it is time for Caleb's. I can honestly say that I was literally sick to my stomach at the thought of going through this again. It was such a hard recovery for Baker, and as a Mommy it is tough feeling so helpless. Just another one of the many moments where we have to completely surrender our control to the Lord and have faith that He is watching over. I wonder often if I will ever truly learn to do this well.

I am happy to report that Caleb had a successful surgery . The next few days will be difficult and I'm sure my heart will be anxious, so thank you for your continued prayers! I must brag though...that Caleb has caught the eye of many nurses with his blonde curls and contagious smile!!! That's our boy!!!

Brave boy driving himself into surgery!!!

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Destin 2011

2011-07-20T20:14:00.000-05:00

This year Dee and Pop decided to take all of the family to Destin, FL. It has been years since we've all been to the beach.....and it was Baker and Caleb's first trip ever!!! I so wished that I had videotaped Baker's reaction when he saw the beach for the first time. Once his feet hit the sand he fell to his knees, looked in complete "awe", and then started doing sand angels. It was hilarious! Baker loved loved loved the sand.....

.....and that love continued throughout the entire week. He was covered every day from head to toe, furthermore proving why we will never own a sandbox! He even found a big hole to jump and do flips into! Caleb on the other hand was not as big of a fan! He didn't like to be "dirty."

We spent the whole week (without killing each other I might add =) ) with Breck, Uncle Burt, Dee, and Pop!

The boys loved the water.....both the ocean and the pool. We spent ALL day every day swimming.....which did not help Mommy's tan! =) We even found some live sand dollars in the ocean!

Baker was a little hesitant to jump in the pool at his swim lessons two weeks ago. At the beach....he was leaping! He did great swimming!

Caleb thought it was hilarious to do belly flops into the pool. "Watch this Mommy....."

That's a big chair!!!

Happy 4th of July

2011-07-04T23:11:00.001-05:00

We had a very busy weekend with friends, cookouts, slip and slides, picnics, hiking, pool days, drive-ins, and fireworks!!! It was a great holiday weekend!!!

The boys with their girlfriend Kate! They are already fighting over the ladies!!!

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Fun With Friends

2011-07-02T18:52:00.001-05:00

We love mud and water slides!!!

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Our Little Fish

2011-07-02T14:43:00.001-05:00

Baker had his first ever swim lessons this past week. It was a week long program in Columbia. My mom knew the teachers and it came very highly recommended!!! My sweet, stubborn, strong-willed little man did not love it, but Mr. Burt said Baker was not going to defeat him!!! Lol....oh me! We got to come to the show on Friday so they could show us all they learned! We've got lots to keep working on, but we thought he did pretty great! We're proud of our "Spiderman!"

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Yes, we know Baker needs a haircut!!!

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A Day On The Trails

2011-07-02T14:31:00.000-05:00

Today we spent a gorgeous day picnicing and hiking at the Battlefield! The boys loved it....all 3 of them! =)

The boys absolutely love jumping off things....couches, chairs, ROCKS...anything! Wonder where they get it from??!!!!

Caleb's laugh makes me happy! He is such a love!

I Left My Heart In Haiti

2011-06-12T00:03:00.001-05:00

It is funny to read my blog posts before leaving for Haiti. I truly had no idea what this experience was going to mean to me upon returning home. I have so many thoughts, stories, and pictures to share. I will be posting a lot this week to my personal blog about the amazing adventure I had in this country.

Until then, thank you so much for your thoughts, prayers, and encouragement. I had a wonderful time and stayed completely healthy (YEA!), and the boys did a great job at home too! One of our speakers on the trip talked of the story of the Good Shepherd.....how when God brings us to something, we have to trust that he will not just leave us there but also be leading us through it. I am so thankful that I had the courage to not only listen to His voice but follow it. I felt Him leading, not only me, but all of us through this entire trip. It was truly life changing. Thank you for everyone who made it possible!!! You are dearly loved!

Stayed tuned for more detailed posts at www.abeatinheart.blogspot.com

1st Canoe Trip

2011-06-11T23:59:00.000-05:00

Josh took the boys on their first canoe trip of the season with my family while I was in Haiti. This was Caleb's very first canoe trip. I hated that I missed it, but was so glad he had such a great time!

Haiti Bound

2011-06-03T15:30:00.000-05:00

Tomorrow morning I set off on an adventure. I am traveling to Haiti with a group from my church to work with a school, church, and orphanage there. There is much to be nervous about, however, I am far more excited than worried. You can read in more detail about my heart towards this trip on my personal blog, www.abeatinheart.blogspot.com. Thank you so much to all of you who have been loving, supporting, and encouraging me from the very beginning! To some it is, after all, just a mission trip, just a week...but to me it is so much more. It is about being able to go and be completely selfless of my time to help and love on other people. It is about getting to know and understand God on a more intimate level by allowing me just a small piece of insight into what He sees daily. It is about shaping my own world, my own perspective, my own prayers by being able to "see," maybe for the first real time in my life, what true need and true hardship really look like. It's about stepping out of my comfort zone and taking a risk.

This trip is so many things to me, and while I know it will be so difficult in so many ways....physically, emotionally, spiritually....I am looking forward to the journey.

If you would like to follow me on my trip, you can follow these steps:

*Go to www.prayingpelicanmissions.org

*click on trip journals

*click on Haiti

*Click on our team....Fellowship Bible Church (I would assume is our name)

*You can leave a comment by using the password "prayers"

They try to have a picture of our team up on the day we arrive so that our families know we made it. I am not sure how much they will update this throughout the week.

Please pray for the safety for our team, open hearts, and the ability to take from this trip all the Lord is wanting us to gain. Please pray for my husband, children, and Mom back at home....for SAFETY (Please, Lord, no accidents that I can't get to quickly to assist), sanity, and happy hearts! Thank you again!

Easter Fun

2011-04-26T12:27:00.000-05:00

We spent Easter Sunday like we do every year visiting Papa's church. I love the quaintness of it. I love that it feels like I go home to family with each visit. I love sitting on the same pew with Teck since....well, pretty much always. =) I love the rock wall that separates it from the road. And I love that my uncle Greg has filled the roll that Papa left behind. But Papa was definitely missed this year. I guess I was in reminisce mode as I thought over my entire life of growing up and coming to this small church tucked away on a country road. I closed my eyes and pictured him standing there as he always did.....and was thankful. Thankful for this legacy left behind, thankful to have this place to come home to, thankful that his spirit will always be alive there, and SO THANKFUL for Jesus, his RISING and SAVING, so that we can all be together again one day. Happy Easter!

The boys with their "Dee"

We love our Easter baskets!

Silly boys.....yes, this was Baker's idea, and Caleb naturally follows!

The boys with their great grandmother "Teck"

Trying to take their great uncle Greg down!

Finer Things Friday

2011-04-22T14:12:00.000-05:00

So I saw this on one of my friend's blogs.....and she got it from another blog, etc. I thought it was a great idea and a good way to remind myself each week the things that I am thankful for....the things that make my world go round. I have not been a great blogger lately, but I am really going to try to keep it up. I believe it is very important to remind ourselves of the blessing we are given so that we never take them for granted.

Today is good Friday, so I am so thankful for a God that loves me for me (www.abeatinheart.blogspot.com).....and loves me so much that His Son gave up his own life, so that I may have one. This is a blessing I SO OFTEN take for granted, pass off as an "I know" fact of life, and have never truly grasped the depth of such a sacrifice. I am thankful for Jesus!

I am thankful for Baker and his love for his Mommy. Even though the past few weeks have been extra clingy, extra winey, extra have-to-have mommy weeks, I am so thankful that he loves me so much.

I am thankful for Caleb's laugh. He giggles from the pit of his stomach and is such a happy child. He is sometimes the sanity in my day!

I am thankful for our home and all the outside work that we are putting into it. I'm thankful that God has blessed us with the means to do it...and I pray that we glorify Him in taking full advantage of it in weeks to come.

I'm thankful for Family....that helps us all the time. I can't imagine what we would do without them!!!

I'm thankful for movie nights with my girls....and the renewed sanity it brings!!! And for the wonderful better half that gives me these endless opportunities!

I'm thankful to be strep free for the first time in 4 months!

I'm thankful for day cares at the gym!!!! It MIGHT be the only reason I go....MIGHT

I'm thankful the Office brought back the Dundies.....and for the great one liner inside jokes that keep mine and my husband's laughter continuous!

I'm thankful for tankini's which I will be sporting this summer often.....due to the fact that I just love chocolate too much.....oh, and I'm thankful for chocolate!!!!

I'm just thankful!!! It has been a "fine" week!!!

Baker's Art Show

2011-04-17T07:45:00.001-05:00

Well, Mommy brought the nice camera to the Art Show, but for some reason it decided not to work. So....just iphone pictures! =(

As a former teacher, I have loved Baker's preschool! They do so many things that are fun, but EDUCATIONAL. I really feel like Baker is getting a great experience at his particular school, as well as having WONDERFUL teachers! My pictures don't do justice, but they cover the walls from from floor to ceiling...and even on the ceiling...with huge displays of the children's art. It literally covers the entire hallway/preschool. It is really neat!

Baker's baseball player! Notice this is Baker's new way of smiling...eyes closed! Nice!

Baker's sheep in the Barnyard scene!

Baker's Angel!

Birthday and Surgery!!!

2011-04-17T07:04:00.000-05:00

As a family we celebrated Caleb's 2nd Birthday this year. We did things a little bit differently because Baker's surgery was the next morning (on his actual birthday). I attempted to make him a cool baseball cake.....and when that flopped....Gigi's cupcakes to the rescue. Which from his pic below....I think he was ok with! We also went to Toys R Us to pick out his own toy after. This worked out great ONLY because his brother got to pick his own out too for having his surgery in the morning. Poor Caleb has only had family parties while Baker has had big friend parties all three years. I'm sure one day he'll have all those glorious 2nd child personality traits and blame it on things like this! lol Happy Birthday Caleb.....you are my absolute joy!

March 31, Vanderbilt hospital, Baker's Tonsil/Adenoid Surgery

Gearing up for surgery in the cool dog pj's. Baker loved the yellow socks and asked for a pair for his brother to take home! lol

I was highly impressed with Vanderbilt Children's hospital. I really would never do another surgery on the kids anywhere else (and prayerfully we won't have anymore!!!)! Being a children's hospital meant that Baker was right in his element! He got to play with Army soldier toys while waiting on his bed. He even got to drive himself into surgery in his own car. For a child that has pretty bad separation issues, they made him very comfortable.

I wish I could say that recovery went as smoothly. For starters, Baker did not come off the anesthesia well. It was probably worse for mommy and daddy. He would go from limp to strong as an ox fighting to get out of my arms to limp again. He wasn't really "waking up". His oxygen kept dropping without a mask right near his face. For about an hour it was kind of scary (for me), however the nurses said a few times, "We'll give him a few more minutes than we need to page a doctor." So obviously I should have been a little nervous. EVENTUALLY....he did come out of it, however, it wasn't easy. He was terrified throughout our entire hospital stay. Any time anyone would walk in the room he would completely freak out....even if they were just talking to us. When they would bring his medicine he would have uncontrollable fits of hysteria saying he needed to go to the bathroom (which he didn't....smart boy) to get away from the nurses. Baker would wake up in the night hysterical needing to know I was right beside him. He would barely drink anything the entire time we were there, which is why we couldn't leave. We stayed a total of 2 nights and 3 full days. We watched everyone around our room come and go until we were the only ones left on the hall. A doctor called and talked to me late Saturday afternoon. He told me that he would let it be my call on if I thought he would do better with drinking going home and that if I couldn't get him to there we would have to come back. I decided to go home. He was terrified in the hospital and I thought he would do better without all the doctors....and I was right. He drink 2 full sippy sups of milk and ate a bowl of ice cream that night....better than he had done in 3 days.

When we (mostly mommy and daddy) needed a change of scenery, they gave us a wagon and hooked his IV on. We were able to go anywhere in the hospital with him. This was nice to just get away....however he looked pretty pitiful most of the time.

He loved the playroom, especially the Elmo microwave! Again....loved Vanderbilt for things just like this. It made staying in the hospital for so long bearable. They also had a roof top terrace with swings just to get some fresh air!

Next up.....Caleb's turn! Yes, I'm kind of dreading it, even if it isn't until July!

Rainy Day Fun

2011-03-06T12:47:00.001-06:00

This is how we roll!

My Little Singer

2011-03-06T12:34:00.000-06:00

Baker picked out the "down in my heart" cookie at the "cookie store" (aka Julia's Bakery). For the next hour he didn't want to eat it, he just wanted to sing, "I got the joy, joy, joy, joy, down in my heart."

Baker sings grace at preschool on Tuesdays and Thursdays, so he is now our designated pray-er at meal times. He is so sweet and serious.....and COUNTRY!!!! Oh my!

Baker heard the "Little Drummer Boy" on the radio this past Christmas and loved it. Every now and then he will still walk around and bust out a little "pa rum pum pum pum," which Caleb now participates in. The other day he figured out the drum setting on his keyboard and got so excited that it was like the "little dummer boy" song. So.....both my boys serenaded me the other day while cleaning! So cute!

Laura Turns 30!!!!!

2011-02-18T15:42:00.000-06:00

So, we celebrated a very big day in the Life of Laura. She hit the 30 milestone on February 12 this year. We spent a nice 4 day weekend in the mountains of North Carolina. The original plan was to teach Laura one of my passions - snowboarding! We were able to get 2 hours on the mountain before Laura took a bad fall on her tailbone. X-rays showed no break...Yea!!! Unfortunately that ended the snowboarding portion of the trip, but all was not lost. Even though she only got two hours worth, Laura was really beginning to pick it up. She was doing everything well on her toe side edge. I was proud of her efforts, and hopefully we can try again in the future.

We were still able to make the most out of our weekend away by exploring Valle Crucis and Boone. If you have never been to the area it is very scenic. One of the main attractions is the Mast General Store which has been operation since 1883.

We stayed at the Valle Crucis Bed & Breakfast. It was our first log cabin B&B experience. We were greeted every morning with some great breakfast from Suzanne and Damon. We would definitely recommend them if you are ever in the area for a vacation.

The highlight of the trip came in the form of dinner. On Laura's birthday night we visited the Mast Farm Inn. We knew that we liked the Inn just from looking at it, but we did not know that we were in for the meal of our lifetime. The Inn is a B&B, but also serves dinner on Friday and Saturday nights. The small country feel was a nice setting and very romantic. They even tailor their menu with the names of their guests.

Help Bring Ivan Home

2011-02-05T22:41:00.001-06:00

Some sweet friends of ours are adopting a special needs child from Europe and need our help! Josh has decided to run 4 Half Marathons this spring in order to help raise money to bring Ivan home. You can read the full story and support Josh on his quest by clicking to the link below!

http://purposelyrunning.com/?p=184

I am so proud of him!!!

Joyless January

2011-01-18T20:17:00.001-06:00

As I was getting my children ready for bed tonight, tears almost welled up in my eyes out of pure exhaustion. To say this has been a tough month would be a great understatement. December 30th we found out that both boys had strep throat and ear infections. Two days later....Mommy and Daddy (Josh by the way has never had strep before in his life) turn up with strep throat. So you can imagine what our week was like. Thankfully Caleb was a trooper and pulled through it pretty smoothly. Baker, however, wasn't napping, slept in our bed for a few nights, threw up 7 times one night, had high fever that he just couldn't shake for a few days, and wouldn't eat much.

I'm glad that our snow day pictures show a day of smiles and fun. It definitely was!!! That.....was a Monday. Tuesday, both children ended up with snotty noses. From there....Baker again wasn't sleeping well, wasn't feeling well.....and either was Mommy! Just days off of medicine, I end up with strep AGAIN. And yesterday Baker, once again, has not only strep but infantigo and a burst ear drum.

So for weeks.....I have given medicine around the clock, kept lists with the times/degree of the boys' fever (bc I for sure can't keep two straight without writing it down), snuffed noses, wiped noses, given saline spray, vaseline for noses, Vicks on the chest, throw away and buy new toothbrushes, disinfect the house constantly, haven't slept well in weeks, etc. I AM EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!

But there was a moment.....a single moment tonight.....where I held Caleb in my arms, rocking him to sleep, and tears began to fall for a different reason. I looked at him and remembered that no matter how hard it is at times.....even if it lasts a month, even if it lasts more than a month.....I would not trade a minute of it just to pass by this difficult season. Pretty soon I he won't want me to rock him, hold him, cuddle, love on him! That.....THAT.....will be the truly difficult season!

Snow Day

2011-01-10T21:32:00.000-06:00

We had an fun-filled day in the snow! We went to bed with nothing on the ground and awoke with 3-4 inches. Unfortunately Josh still had to work, but he came home for a long lunch to spend time with the kiddos! It was good snow.....powder, packed snow....great snowman making snow! So.......

We made a BIG snowman! And borrowed a few things from the playroom to make him complete!

We were able to borrow a sled.....an old school, long 5ft sled. It was great. We all fit on it with ease, and the kids absolutely loved it. Poor Baker's nose was so red....and it stayed red for a long time after we came home. We told him to go look at it in the mirror and then we heard him singing.....on his own......"Rudolph the red-nosed Baker." Oh, that child makes me smile!

As soon as the sled would stop Caleb would say, "Mum, mum." (aka "more, more")

Baker loves snow.....rolling in it, making snow angels, running and falling into it, throwing it!!!

Caleb.....not so much. Baker just threw a snowball in his face! Gotta love brothers!

Christmas Time

2011-01-02T22:12:00.000-06:00

Santa....we believe!

Our Christmas Elves!

3 Generations of Rebeccas

Too many presents, too much fun!

3 Handsome Boys

The Opryland Hotel

Christmas time was very exciting this year! We had Christmas at 4 different houses this year....and our kids are officially spoiled!!!! It took about two days of detoxing and then the entire family got sick with strep throat. So needless to say, we've definitely been recovering from all the fun of the past month! We are very blessed.

Apologies....

2010-11-08T14:26:00.000-06:00

Been a LONG time since we updated the blog. One day I will go into detail on the events of our lives the past two months....but the short version is: We finally got in our house. STILL have things that need to be finished with it. Didn't have internet for a month. Not sure I will ever get settled! But.....we are in! We are blessed! And I thought nothing was more appropriate than monkey costumes for my boys bc that is what they are. I type this after I just cleaned up the shattered vase on the floor that Baker broke. MONKIES!!!!! Not sure I will survive these toddler years. All I have to say is thank goodness they are cute.

A few shots...

2010-09-16T11:23:00.001-05:00

It has been a while since we last posted. However, there is not much more going on other than the craziness of building our house. We should be moving in next weekend, so we are anxiously looking forward to that...and if it will in fact happen! =) We will post pics of the house soon. Baker and Caleb had their 3 year and 1 year pictures taken. I can admit that I am totally in love with my boys! While 90% of the time they are wrestling, fighting, crying, etc....the moments of calm and sweetness between them are truly priceless. They are definitely my joys in life!!!!

Sinking Sand

2010-08-09T21:20:00.000-05:00

This picture is about what life has looked like for the Watsons the past few months. We are continuously on the move, and my sweet children have had no choice but to go with the flow. These smiling faces make it look as though it has been easy! I'd say that building a house has not put me on any mother of the year charts (as you can see Baker holding his M&M treat in his hand). My car is never clean, we eat out all the time, the diaper bag is constantly full of snacks, Baker can sing you most any song on the radio ("impossib...l...e, impossib...l...e", "wish right now, wish right now...", etc. Again...mother of the year!!!), that last lovely post about my guitar...has not been picked up in weeks, my husband and I rarely have a conversation that doesn't involve the house, my children probably don't remember what it is like to simply play b/c we are always in the car running errands, there is no consistency in our bedtime routine anymore, I rarely have time to call friends or family...unless I am in the car......

Life, to say the least, has been exhausting!

I was sitting in church yesterday, weary, exhausted, and a little numb when we began to sing an old hymn. "On Christ the solid rock I stand, all other ground is sinking sand..." As I sang those words I began to...well....pretty much sob. Yes, I was fighting back flowing tears so that, what can only be referred to as the ugly cry, did not make its appearance. "All other ground is sinking sand." Those words, written so long ago, words I've sang my whole life, found a new meaning in my heart. I realized how much truth lies within them. I have put so much of me into so many other things besides God....and I am drowning among all of them. I am so tired of being let down by the things that God promises me are "going to let me down." As I am sure He is so tired of watching me "sink" because I am choosing to not reach for His hand.

A house....is just a house....just walls, and paint colors, and lights, and doors, and everything else that can be taken away in the blink of an eye. And I have spent way too many hours worrying about all of those little things. Tonight I decided to put what matters the most into our home....what should have been put there all along. Most of our floors have already been put down, but in every room where someone will lay their head, I wrote God's word on that floor. Our rooms will be built upon God's word...and I hope that penetrates into our hearts and we never forget it.

"My hope is built on nothing less
Than Jesus’ blood and righteousness;
I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
But wholly lean on Jesus’ name."

These are a few of my favorite things...

2010-07-05T16:59:00.000-05:00

I can say with an open and honest heart that I, Laura Watson, am without a doubt, the worst decision maker of all time! I'm serious....I can't do it....I cannot make quick decisions. I "think" and "think" and "think" until it is pretty much ridiculous that I am even "thinking" anymore. I will keep myself up at night, mind racing, on something as silly as, "Am I sure I liked that dress in red? Or should I have gotten it in silver instead?" Yes, unfortunately that is me! So there is my confession!!!!

FINALLY.....after MONTHS of guitar searching....I can finally say it has come to an end....and isn't it just lovely???? (And yes, I have told it how pretty it is a lot today!)

It did make me stop and think why I am such a bad decision maker. I don't do that with everything, just the big things...things we spend a pretty penny for....things that we want to keep for a long time. There is a song that I love that has a verse I sing to Josh all the time. "We never get ahead, but we have enough." That's us! Plain and simple! And while sometimes that is tough, living within those constraints, it definitely teaches me daily about humility. I don't take for granted my new guitar, the car in the driveway that may not be new, but is paid off, my cell phone that for sure is behind on the times with technology....but WORKS =), or any of the other luxuries this life gives us. God continues to bless me beyond what I need or even deserve! And today.....he blessed me with a beautiful Alvarez guitar!

It is amazing the amount of pressure I feel at the moment....no turning back....no excuses....time to learn to play it well!!!!

Potty Training Take 1

2010-07-01T20:39:00.000-05:00

Just chillin'...gettin' some work done!

So today we decided to tackle potty training....and when I say "tackle"...that is literally what it felt like!!! It did not begin very smoothly, bringing me back to my days of teaching. At the beginning of the year you have your room perfect, you know in your mind how you are going to teach that first day, and then....nothing goes as planned. Baker DID NOT want his diaper off and was very emotional about it. Then he did not want to sit on the potty. He continued to get up and down, playing with things all over the bathroom. He had three accidents before any signs of success! Not to mention an active one year old that was all over both of us. I think we both were feeling a little discouraged. Luckily....those years of teaching taught me to improvise quickly. Caleb ended up playing...alot...in the pack-n-play today, and we got a basket out and put some books, markers, stickers, etc. next to the potty to keep us occupied while we sat. And sat we did!!! But then it happened.....BAKER WENT TO THE POTTY!!!! We were both so excited. He got to put a star on his "tee-tee" chart and got 2 M&Ms. Let me just say that Baker is a child after my own heart. He tells me all the time, "I like chocolate, Mommy." So once he figured out he got candy after each successful attempt.....we did not have another accident all day! What started out as a tough morning, turned into a smooth afternoon! I hope tomorrow is even better! My little man is growing up so quickly!

Change is scary, unfamiliar, uncertain....even to a two year old. This morning you could see Baker's fear in simply taking off his diaper, and by the end of the day....he didn't want it back on! It was a great reminder to me (in this world of change our family is going through right now) that change usually comes into our lives to make it better. Dive in, embrace it, have faith....and hold on tight!!!!

The Storm

2010-06-27T21:05:00.000-05:00

There are certain times in life where knowing God is there for us is simply not enough. We don't deserve them but yet we seek those tangible reminders that He is present in our lives, that He is in fact in control even when life feels exactly the opposite.

"Is it possible to be lonely when you are surrounded by people at all times? Are you able to feel broken when you are being showered with blessing? Can you still be empty when your plate is completely full?" I feel I have been living amongst these questions for months and months.

This past weekend I was given the opportunity to go home and be in the wedding of my oldest, dearest friend. I don't get the chance to travel back to Chattanooga often, so when I do I want to embrace every moment I am there. Having a few hours to myself, I headed up Signal Mountain to the Brow. I needed time away from the world...to sit on my mountain top, allow my heart to be at peace, and simply talk to God. I talk a lot. I talk so much that I probably miss a lot of the times God decides to talk back. But that day, He didn't talk....He painted his message across the sky.

As I glanced across the skyline, I watched dark clouds, thunder, and lightening begin to come in from the left. When I looked right, however, what did I see.....calm, sunny, blue skies. I sat amazed at how distinct the line was that set the two scenes a part. That's when I saw the message God was sending me. God really does love me. He takes not only moments to listen to my heart, but places me in the right spot, at the right time, to tangibly remind me of something I so often forget.....He IS always there!!! As I continued to sit in awe of that sight I thought to myself how ever present storms are in life, no matter what shape or form they take on. Yet how often when amidst a storm do we see past its edges to what lies ahead? God showed me that He is right there, on His mountain top, whether rain or shine. He sees my storms, but He also sees my sunshine. And all He asks of me is to trust Him....that it's there waiting for me....when the storm passes by.

For "Office" Fans Only

2010-06-19T20:54:00.000-05:00

Anyone that knows us knows that The Office is our favorite show!!!! Josh and I are always throwing out quotes when something funny applies to our own lives. Caleb....our sweet Caleb....makes us laugh almost daily, reminding us of one of our favorite episodes. This is what both Michael Scott and Caleb look like in their normal every day lives!

In the episode Michael "thinks" he is Jim's new best friend, so he begins wearing his hair down and messy like his (which to a true fan....is pretty hilarious). Caleb....daily at his high chair...is always rubbing his hands on his face/eyes/head and ends up with a very similar hair style! It cracks us up!

Beautiful blessings...

2010-06-13T14:37:00.000-05:00

Josh and I were given the opportunity to go to Mexico Beach, FL for my best friend Heather's wedding. We spent an amazing three days hanging out with not only each other, but sweet friends. Unfortunately Baker became very sick, so it was no easy week for my Mom, but I am very thankful he was in good hands while I was away.

CONGRATS HEATHER & MATT....love you both!!

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Before heading to the beach we had a bridal shower for my childhood best friend Meaghan at Judy's home on Signal Mountain. Her home is absolutely gorgeous. Every time I drive up the mountain my heart becomes so heavy. Oh how I miss my home.....the view, the trees, the friends, the memories, the air up there.....everything. I was very blessed to grow up in such a wonderful place......and with such wonderful people (pictured below). Mom, Judy, Faye, and Mary Lynn have been best friends for many years....bringing us all up together. They are my family!

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I love the moments in life where you can't deny God's intervention in your life. This was definitely one of those moments. My very best friend/soul mate, Jessie, called me and asked if she could fly me and the boys to Maryland to visit her for a week. But the catch.....it was the very next week, actually less than. It couldn't have come at a more perfect time. I truly believe God sees our hearts, wants, needs....and knows when life is beginning to become too much. The past few months have not been easy, especially the past few weeks. What greater gift could the Lord possibly bless me with than sending me....FOR FREE....to see my best friend who I had not seen in two years? It was an incredible week. We spent most of it in pure insanity with 5 children.....but the night times were our moments....to laugh, talk, reminisce, and catch up. I miss you, Jess.....more than you will ever know!

Our attempted shopping trip. Don't our kids look like they want to take a picture?

This is what bed time looked like each night!

This is what day time looked like each day!

This is what bath time looked like!

It was all so much fun! I hate that Jess and I live so far away....but I know that no distance will ever touch our friendship!

"Thank you, Father, for the gift of such wonderful friends...who have all helped shape and mold me into the person I am today. I would not be the same without them! They are my beautiful blessings!"

Hard Days Filled With Good Moments...

2010-05-28T21:37:00.000-05:00

As you can tell from my lack of posting, life for us has been a little crazy. I find myself using the word "fine" often and have taken on the new motto that life....is a bunch of hard days filled with good moments. Here is a taste of some of the good moments in a typical day!

Caleb cracks me up! He hears music and starts moving! In this video he was a tad bit distracted by his books....his other love....but it doesn't take much to get him going.

Mommy's hands are STILL full....and both boys STILL enjoying dancing with Mommy at the same time! I wouldn't have it any other way. It is one of the few times within our household where we all love each other at the same time! =)

I captured this precious moment while putting Baker down for a nap....hence the bad camera angles and dark picture. We were rocking and he asked me to sing "Raindrops on Roses" with him. I loved the Sound of Music growing up....so my children hear me sing those songs often! I think Baker likes them too!

Mule Day 2010

2010-04-22T21:48:00.000-05:00

Burton always has a big, fun crew for Mule Day!

The kids in the "Mule" outfits

Mommy and Caleb in our cowboy boots!

Just chillin'

The fam hanging at the farm.....four wheeling, corn hole, bad mitten, bonfires, etc....

My best friend Meaghan came for the party....looking sassy as always!

And I learned to shoot a shot gun! Watch out!

Hurting...

2010-03-30T11:18:00.001-05:00

I am hurting! Hurting as in a big SUV ran over me going full speed ahead, then put it in reverse just to finish the job. Moving is serious business. We are officially in our temporary home at the Schmeltzers, and so far it is going wonderfully. The kids slept great last night and are enjoying their new play room. Josh and I are learning that we can live without so many things. We managed to both get all of our clothes, shoes, bags, etc in one small closet and one dresser. We are snug in a full bed with Caleb sleeping beside us.....And it is perfect! It is really giving me a new appreciation for what in actuality you really need in life. Andy and Katie are such loving friends and we are so excited to be sharing in their lives for the next couple of months. More to update as we continue this journey! Stay tuned!

Celebrate Good Times....

2010-03-24T22:27:00.000-05:00

Our home is a constant party house.....we're either dancing, laughing, running naked, or occasionally, screaming. Baker and Caleb definitely have a love/hate relationship. Most of the time, thank goodness, it is love. Baker loves to have Caleb jump in bed with him, read to him, and definitely boss him around. I caught him trying to spank his hand for throwing his cup on the floor. Then we had to talk about who is really the boss of this house!!!! MOMMY! =) Caleb is growing more and more. He is my love! He puts his head on my shoulder constantly, gives me kisses all the time, laughs from the pit of his stomach....and only cries when he wants more food (yes, he's a chunk)! Mommy loves his curly hair and thinks he is the most beautiful boy ever created! Baker is also Mommy's love....he is constantly making me laugh, and we love to sing together. Our latest songs are from the Sound of Music....which Josh just loves!!! =) But you can see from the video that he loves Alvin and the Chipmunks, too. He has such a Stewart personality...and I love that about him! As we will from here on out be posting about our life in a different home....we leave this one with lots of great memories and look forward to what the future brings for the Watsons!

Walking away...

2010-03-11T12:11:00.001-06:00

I feel like this blog is slowly becoming a composition of all my ramblings and less filled with updated pictures of the boys, but life is definitely changing for the Watsons. I feel like it is moving so quickly that it is simply carrying me along and I have no say in where I am going or what I am doing. So to all our faithful followers, get your reading glasses on....for over the next couple of months, I will have lots to update you on.

I took a year off of work last year to stay at home with my boys. I have found....that staying at home....is by far the most difficult job you can ever have. It is a 24/7 "on" job.....and you are being observed closely every minute. When you make mistakes....you affect the lives of others. I have had to learn to fully lay down selfishness. Not only has my life become "not my own", but my body was "not my own". Every part of me has been given to everyone else. Needless to say, it has been the toughest year of my life....but also the greatest. I have learned to find patience when that task seems impossible. I have learned to find joy in my accomplishments...even if it is only a load of laundry done for the day. I have learned to laugh, dance, sing, and play as if the world did not exist past my front door. And I have learned to love deeper than I had ever dared to go. I have been given the gift of wisdom....seeing how the Father loves us through the eyes of my own children.

Today I made the easiest and hardest decision I think I have ever made. Going back to work would mean that I now would take on two full time jobs. I know me...and knowing me means that both jobs would suffer because they would each only be taking half of me. So today, I walked away from my teaching position. As I walked through the halls, talking to everyone I met, my heart was heavy. I have worked there for 5 years and given my heart, passion, friendships to not only my coworkers, but the kids I have taught. I glanced at my room and thought, "Give me some kids and I could walk right in here and start teaching." Teaching is a gift that I know the Lord blessed me with the natural ability to do. It pains me a little to walk away from a job I have worked so hard to build, yet I am excited (and nervous) to see where the Lord takes me. When I close my eyes and see my professional future, it now looks blank. I am daring to dream my life could be different......so by faith and faith alone....I set out on that adventure.

Moving Forward...

2010-03-09T10:32:00.000-06:00

2008

2009

I can close my eyes and remember it like it was yesterday. I was sitting in my Papa's church, somewhat listening to the sermon, with a heavy heart. I had been praying for a while that I would find a bible study to be a part of. Feeling the ache of needing that closeness and consistency in my life, I began praying, yet again, that prayer in church that day. There are very few times that I have literally heard the Lord speak to me. And you can bet that those very few times are crystal clear pictures in my memory. As I sat there in church, those words flooding my heart, I heard the Lord say......"So start one, Laura." I remember being completely taken back, reacting first by saying...."No Lord, I'm not a leader, I can't do that." Over the next several days, I continued to hear those words. The fear began to melt and excitement moved in.

Four years ago the Lord spoke those words to me! Four years ago a bible study formed in my home! Last night, we had our last bible study in this house! When the girls left, a little bit of sadness filled my heart. The Lord has blessed us so richly as a study over the years. We have grown, changed, struggled, conquered, lived life.....together as a group of devoted women within these walls. So in a few weeks, we will say goodbye to this house....but we will cherish its memories and the blessings it has brought to us. We move forward! I can't wait to see where the Lord takes us....both my family and bible study....over the next four years!

Forever My Friends

2010-02-25T11:15:00.000-06:00

(Heather, Brandy, and Laura)

I know I am overdue on posting some pictures of my kiddos, but this entry I want to write about my other blessing.....my friends. Over ten years ago these beautiful ladies entered my world....and since then I have not been the same. We actually began a friendship before we entered AOII, however, it did grow and develop our friendship over those 4 years of college. Last Saturday we spent the whole day together and went to the AOII 25 Year Celebration that evening. I wish I could post all the pictures of us over the years, but I have albums full. Brandy and I walked through everything together, including a bachelors degree in Education. Boy did our teachers see us coming from a mile away. And yes, we did get in trouble for writing notes and talking....even in college. We usually spent all day every day together, walking across that campus like it was our world and everyone else was just walking in it. If you ever needed advice, Brandy had it. And if you needed a good prank call...she could do those too! You had to watch out for Brandy though....if she spent the night, you may end up with a leg draped across you in the morning! She was a cuddler...and by the end of our first year as friends....we all were too! Heather was my sanity in more ways than one. Whether it was jumping on me in the mornings, dance parties, dressing up, practical jokes, basically anything....she made me laugh. I can honestly say that us three (minus Jess) were quite a group! There was never a dull moment.....ever. I hope in ten, twenty, even thirty years, I am posting pictures and still writing of my love for my friends. I know they will be my friends for a lifetime. God truly blessed me with such a never ending gift of friendship!

The details are in our actions....

2010-02-10T13:05:00.000-06:00

The past few days have really brought to mind a story I read in a Beth Moore bible study I did back in college. I wish that I could type it out in entirety and share it, however, it is in a box in a storage unit.....you know, because we were supposed to sell our house quickly so I decluttered.....R...I...G...H...T!!! That is another story. Anyway, I will retell it the best I can from memory.

The story is about a family who had a pregnant dog. One day the dog was run over by a car, completely shattering its two back legs. When the family took the dog to the vet, the doctor told them that the dog would probably not survive, much less the puppies, so it was probably best to put her down. The family decided to just amputate the back legs and have hope for the best. The dog did survive, and she learned to walk. She did this by walking with her two front legs and flopping her backside around. The dog had her puppies, and they were all healthy and perfect. When the dogs began learning how to walk....guess how they did it.....just like their Mommy!

I see every day that it doesn't matter what I say to Baker because he is ALWAYS watching.....even the smallest, most random things. As my sweet Caleb never likes to leave his Mommy, my hands are always full. Baker and Caleb always pull down the flap to the carbon monoxide alarm. Usually when I walk by and see it is down, I just kick it back up and keep walking. The other day Baker intentionally pulled it down (which he is not supposed to do) and I raised my voice and told him to put it back up right now. He gave me one quick look, turned his head, and picked up his leg to kick it shut! It was too funny! Then later, we were at the library. I was looking for a book, quietly tapping the ones around it as I read the call numbers. I find it and tell Baker it is time to go, and what does he do???? He starts tapping the books as we walk down the isle. Then moments ago, as I was putting him down for a nap, he wanted his night light on. He went to it and I giggled as I watched him try to turn the button with his foot (like I always do b/c I am too lazy to bend down)!

Wow....talk about holding you accountable!!! Even though it is so sweet right now, I see that he will always be looking at everything I do and I need to make sure I am setting the right example.

The details of our lives are found in our actions!

Yes, I am bragging...

2010-01-30T20:51:00.000-06:00

We love bath time around our house. Baker and Caleb have learned that when they work together...they can really splash water EVERYWHERE!!! Sometimes I put a towel down and let them go to town...they are just too cute! It is also a moment in my home where they truly, completely love one another.

Yes, I am bragging! I think Caleb has the absolute cutest hair ever. After a bath, his hair curls so well. I just had to share some pics!

I am such a happy boy!

Our Big Snowfall

2010-01-30T17:00:00.000-06:00

It was a pleasant surprise to actually get snow in Murfreesboro. This was probably our biggest snowfall in years....about 4-5 inches here. Friday was a great day for watching the snow fall, however, we did not play out in it due to late naps for the kiddos. When Saturday came, we still had plenty of snow, but it was blanketed with a sheet of ice. Not much fun for snow balls, snow angels, snowmen, etc. It probably would have been great....and fast....to sled on, however there is but ONE hill in Murfreesboro. It is around this time of year that my heart yearns for home....Signal Mountain. I have so many memories of the numerous snowfalls we would have and sledding on the hills that filled our neighborhood. Even if it did not snow much off the mountain, we ALWAYS had plenty up there. If I live in Murfreesboro my entire life, the true joy of a good snowfall and sledding will be something my heart regrets never getting to do with my boys. As you can see, we didn't have a sled so we improvised....with the wagon. The boys loved us pulling them all around the yard. You can see Caleb enjoyed his first snow (we didn't get him out in the last one)! The boys are getting so big, but I am loving getting to do all these fun things with them.

Music and Lyrics

2010-01-23T20:00:00.000-06:00

Baker is growing up so fast! He loves to sing...and is clearly full of himself!

Don't let this sweet face fool you...

Caleb knows how to break it down!

Snow Day...

2010-01-10T17:26:00.000-06:00

As you can see, we finally got snow in Tennessee! Not much, but enough to enjoy! It flurried for days and days...which is really rare around these parts...especially this hole/valley known as Murfreesboro. It was so pretty! Caleb was napping or he would have taken part in the action!

A BIG Christmas

2009-12-28T10:46:00.001-06:00

A man's blankie!!! (John Deere Tractor)

Where is Baker?

The Fam

Christmas at Nanny's

My little monkeys!

Christmas was very big and exciting this year! Baker loved tearing into his presents....however, I have learned that one or two big presents will suffice. He was a little overwhelmed...which in turn made Mommy a little on edge! Needless to say, we are all very blessed, not only with many material blessings, but with a wonderful family! These were just a few shots I wanted to share out of about 100.

November '09 Family Pictures

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Fun Times...

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Caleb and Baker with their Great Grandmother Teck
Thanksgiving '09

Bath Time is so much fun now that Baker has someone to dump water on the whole time!!! (Yes....Baker's hair is ridiculously long!)

Just one reason you should never leave your child unattended in a bouncy chair.....on the kitchen table!!!!

What October was like for us....

2009-11-10T15:26:00.000-06:00

October, in a nut shell, has been INSANE!!!! We have literally been busy every single weekend....so much so that I made the mistake of "thinking" to myself...."I can't believe I haven't gotten sick yet. I always get sick when I get run down." And yes....I am just recovering from strep throat. I made it to the first weekend in November. It really was only a matter of time. While October has been hectic, it has probably been one of the most fun months of my life. I have gotten to spend each weekend with a different set of our very best friends. From high school friends to college to church friends to family....it doesn't get much better than that. Here is a quick look into our world....

My high school reunion was a blast. I have been very blessed with seeing my friends over the past ten years, however, it was great to spend time with all of them at the same time. I think we should have our own reunion every couple of years.

THOMAS SHEDDAN GOT MARRIED!!! Could there be a better reason to celebrate! Little Moser! We spent a wonderful, memorable weekend in Memphis with some of our closest, favorite friends. Visiting with them makes me remember all the fun we used to have. I wish they were daily in our lives, but am thankful they are simply in our lives!!!

It is very rare to have friends in your life that truly know you inside and out. These girls were my joys, tears, laughs....my everything. They made me who I am today. I was so happy to get to spend Brandy's 30th birthday with all of them!

The Stewart cousins are my only first cousins. I remember growing up thinking how cool we all were. And now that I am grown up....we are still pretty darn cool. I love our uniqueness and yet the real similarities that we all display. We celebrated cousin Bill's wedding in the Blue Ridge Mtns at the Toccoa River.....could it be any more fitting?!

Halloween was a blast. Josh and I went as Al and Peg Bundy. Our community group at church had a Murder Mystery Party. I am NOT an actress by any means....and am very uncomfortable when I am in those situations. However, I found my role as the sassy, "forward" secretary who was having an affair with her dead boss and did not like all the other "young" actresses very easy to play. Not sure that that is a good thing! It was fun! We spent Halloween night with my family, trick or treating at Teck's. Baker loved answering the door! I couldn't have asked for a better way to spend Halloween.

Dancing and Jumping...

2009-10-18T21:16:00.000-05:00

Dancing and jumping on the bed are daily activities in this household. Baker has always enjoyed music and I am seeing that more and more with Caleb. As someone who has always been passionate about music/lyrics/instruments, I hope to instill that in my children one day. As you can see, we always have to dance with both Baker and Caleb....and Baker always has to have Elmo, Big Bird, or Monkey dance too. Mommy's hands get rather full, but wouldn't trade these moments for the world. Caleb's smile and laugh melt my heart! (Oh and Josh just loves when I sing "Isn't HE lovely!" But it makes the kids laugh....I promise I won't sing it when they are older =) )..... And jumping on the bed.......well, boys will be boys. I figure if I can't stop them, I might as well join them!

Hasselhoff????

2009-10-07T21:26:00.000-05:00

Baker's new thing is unzipping his pjs down and letting his chest hang out. It is absolutely hilarious!!!! I love the personality that my two year old displays! He makes me laugh on a regular basis!

Completely Slacking......

2009-10-07T21:10:00.001-05:00

So, I have completely fallen off the wagon with the blog over the past month! Life has gotten busy around here for sure. I can definitely say that we have felt very blessed by friendships lately. My weeks are filled with playdates, lunch dates, bible study, community group, etc. I am still learning daily how to gracefully be a stay at home mom to an active, strong-willed two year old and keep my beautiful 6 month old alive. Today, I fished a piece of plastic out of his mouth that Baker put in there when I wasn't looking.....how long he had been gagging on it is still a mystery. Once my heart started beating again, I literally fell to my knees and thanked the Lord for watching over my babies in all the moments I cannot! The past month has brought lots of fun to our lives: Baker's birthday, Dedicating Caleb at church, Wednesday's Toots Dates with Baker and buddy, Cohen, visits with Uncle Burt, and Florida beating UT!!!!!

A glimpse in our world....

2009-09-06T20:42:00.000-05:00

Busy times in the Watson household. Baker just turned 2 and Caleb is now 5 months. You can see from the videos that Caleb is an absolute doll. He smiles and laughs all the time. He is my lover child! Baker is a daily joy. His personality gets bigger day by day. He is VERY full of himself. As daddy bribed him with a cookie.....his monkey impression was a little more high pitched than normal! Never a dull moment! I'm truly loving this season of life with my kids!

My Beloved

2009-09-03T13:08:00.000-05:00

Oh how often I forget that I am loved.....desired.....wanted.....faithfully and forever! No waiting, no day to day, no empty promises! The Lord calls us his Beloved. He loves us when we are unlovable; He always takes us back; He is always there! His love never fails! I am thankful for the blessing of music that reminds me of these promises.....and always brings me back to Him!

Baker started school!

2009-08-25T10:10:00.001-05:00

I'm not sure whose heart broke more this morning.....Baker's or Mommy's. Baker would NOT put on his backpack or carry his lunchbox. So maybe one day he will and I can "recreate" that first day of school picture. This was the best we could do. He had to "show" Elmo his backpack before we could leave. I am so excited for Baker because I know that he will benefit greatly from this opportunity, but I can't help but feel very sad at the moment. Josh told me that they call it "Mother's Day Out" for a reason and I need this too! I'm sure I do, but I definitely miss my baby!

A few highlights...

2009-08-25T09:56:00.000-05:00

Sometimes I get on kicks and really do well with updating our blog. This month has not been one of those times. Here is a few pics to let you all know what has been going on in the Watson world!

A few professional pics we had made. Caleb is so huge it makes me laugh! Baker wasn't into them at all!

Gator fun with some of our favorite friends....the Darnells.

Bed time fun!

My angel! It is hard to resist this face!

Baker doesn't love to share toys! he likes to climb in the walker and fly around the house.

My Beautiful Ending...

2009-08-11T20:00:00.000-05:00

I stumbled upon a song yesterday that has sort of written itself on my heart...so much so that I felt compelled to blog about it. In so many ways I have never felt more convicted. I feel, especially recently, that I have been battling a lot of my own selfishness and pride....only looking at life by what is presenting itself on my doorstep at the time. I feel like I have never more clearly felt the devil's pull challenging my heart and my thoughts. But when I look closer, I realize that I am the one allowing that door to be opened by my own selfishness.

"And it scares me to think, that I would choose my life over You. My selfish heart divides me from you. It tears us apart."

Can you say conviction? But the song also challenges me....to dig deeper. It pushes me to think past the present to what we are really here for...what is our purpose. When I hear the chorus,

"So tell me, what is our ending? Will it be beautiful, so beautiful? Will my life, find me by your side? Will it be beautiful, so beautiful?"

I stop an think about what is real. Where do I want to be when my life is all said in done? Will I have made it past all the hard, challenging times and stood strong? Stood for what I deep down, truly cling to as truth, and not get lost in my own wants and desires. I once heard that there are no sidelines on a battefield....you have to pick a side, you have to pick up your sword and fight one way or another. So although this battle may be difficult, I have to see this life for what it truly is....just a stopping point on my journey....in hope and faith that I will find my beautiful ending. I want to know...at the end of it all...that I did not fail Him.

"At the end of it all, I wanna be by your side."

Giggles, Giggles, Giggles

2009-08-02T12:48:00.000-05:00

Gotta love what kids do when you aren't looking!

Our church outfits!

The love before the beating!

Our Gator Fans...

2009-07-31T19:53:00.000-05:00

I love to laugh at Mommy!

4 months old today!

Gators are # 1!!!

It is hard to believe that Caleb is already four months old. He did wonderfully at his check up today, weighing in at a whopping 16 lbs. 8 oz. He dropped from the 90th percentile to the 80th. Still a big boy. He is such a happy baby, only crying when he is hungry or tired. It has been a refreshing change from how Baker was as a baby. Baker does not love Caleb too much right now.....just ask him, he will tell you. However, he is slowly warming up to him. He does kiss him goodnight now and actually says that he is sorry after he comes up and hits him. Baker is FULL of himself. We are definitely seeing the beginnings of the "Terrible 2's" when he does not get what he wants. However, we are working on our manners and he does pretty well using them....after he screams at me and I give him "the look". He knows all his colors and is learning his letters. He can tell you A, I, O, U (we lost the E...oops), Y, L, D, B, V, G, J, S, N....random I know, but he gets to pick one letter out a day to put on the fridge. He can also tell you (among the common animal sounds) what a peacock and a donkey says, which makes me laugh because only a child whose grandparents live on a farm would know that. I have definitely struggled with finding a lot of time for me during the day, especially for reading. So one thing I have tried to start doing is read a small portion of the bible aloud while we are eating breakfast in the mornings. We have only done it for a week, but Baker seems to enjoy it. I hope this is something that will become a tradition in our household b/c it definitely gets our day off to a good start! All in all....Life is good! We are still learning to be a family of 4 and learning how to do that well. With each challenge we face, we find joy in the morning!

"Flawed and Fabulous"

2009-07-08T14:21:00.000-05:00

I found this picture and thought that it was a great prediction of what will most likely happen to Caleb when he begins playing with Baker!

I read an article yesterday titled "Flawed and Fabulous Moms." Reading it was like a breath of fresh air......it gave me the freedom to be human and the encouragement that all moms, although flawed, are still fabulous in their own way. A friend once told me that she felt like when you become a new mom they shoot you with some guilt serum before you leave the hospital. I couldn't relate more. Today's plate of guilt would include feeding Baker Sonic for lunch, snapping at him for "screaming" in the car, spanking him for hitting his brother, taking a long overdue phone call and letting him watch tv in his high chair....and it is only nap time. It saddens me when my list of "guilts" sometimes outweighs the praises. But then I remember....I am human, I am flawed.....and I remind myself that I have hugged him, I have kissed him, danced with him, laughed, practiced our letters and colors, fed him, and kept him safe and clean. And I remember that that is why God gave me the gift of my children....to love them in the best way I know how and still be fabulous while doing so!

Family Fun on the 4th!

2009-07-05T17:50:00.000-05:00

Take me to the river....

Baker's 2nd canoe trip and he is already steering the boat. He would not let mommy hold the paddle at all.

Pool Time

You can tell by both my boy's faces that they had two very different opinions of playing in the pool.

(This is the Caleb's priceless "pouting" face I have been trying to get a picture of for weeks. He is going to get whatever he wants one day isn't he? He already knows how to work mommy over!)

Baker loves his boots, his swing, and deviled eggs (5 minutes later.....it was all in his hair).

Sorry it has been a while!

2009-06-30T22:31:00.000-05:00

It has been a while since we last posted. Between the big camera, the little camera, the flip video, and the regular video.....there is just too technology to go through. So I have just let it go. I finally made Josh sit down with me and help me! The past month has been great. I have still been adjusting to a mom of two, but it gets easier every day. Baker is so fun. He is in a little bit of a whiney stage....which tests my patience daily....but he is really beginning to talk. I am very proud because he knows and can say all his colors and body parts. We'll have to get that on video one day! Caleb is my absolute joy. He is such a Mama's boy. Sometimes it is only mommy that can comfort him and I love that! He is also my cuddler. I swear I could love on him all day long....but Baker would NEVER allow it. We took our first family vacation (I know, how sad are we!!) to Chattanooga. My parents no longer live there, so I don't get to go "home" very often. I loved sharing my favorite hot spots with my three boys.....the Aquarium, walking bridge, Station House, Signal, and so much more! The Station House is a restaurant where the servers sing. Baker loved it (you can see below) and kept saying "more, more" when they would stop. It was the best dinner out we have had....seeing as Baker was constantly entertained and you couldn't hear Caleb crying =). Caleb is three months old and Baker will be 2 years in September. It is amazing how time is flying by! What a sweet blessing the past few years have been! I am very lucky.

Baker breakin' it down at the Station House.

My Sweet Caleb!

Our child is a "Dopey, Dopey, Dope!"

2009-06-05T08:19:00.000-05:00

So, for some reason Baker has found it hilarious to say "Dopey, Dopey, Dope." And we have found it pretty entertaining as well. You can see that our 21 month old is a nut....and when I tell him he is a nut, he agrees by saying "nut"! He is so full of energy, giggles, and life each day. I couldn't imagine my life without him in it....even on the hard days....and am so thankful for his happy spirit! He makes me smile daily!

Baker's First Canoe Trip!

2009-06-01T08:09:00.000-05:00

For those of us that know us well, my family are avid canoers/kayakers/river-goers! For almost two years now, we (Josh and I) have not really gotten to canoe and it has nearly killed us. Having kids or canoeing? We had to think about that for a while =)! Baker wasn't even a year old last year, so we figured he was a little young to get out on the river....but not this year. 20 months was old enough for us! He really enjoyed the river. He loved getting out and walking around the water. Not as much swimming, but it was a little cold. I can't wait to share more of these experiences with both my boys! Caleb stayed at home with his "Dee", but I am sure he will hit the river next year! As you can see, Caleb is our "big" boy. He looks about as big as Baker in the picture, but he is my bundle of joy!

Saying goodbye...

2009-05-28T15:19:00.000-05:00

It is never easy to say goodbye, for whatever reason or even season. Letting go is such a realistic part of life, yet at those times the feeling is so disheartening and unnatural. Last Saturday I had to say goodbye to someone who is very dear to my heart, my grandfather, Burton Daimwood. I have a friend that reminds me often to not have earthly expectations because people will always let you down. But I can honestly say that I do not think my Papa ever let me down.....or ever let anyone down. He was a man of great faith, compassion, courage, and integrity. Last Saturday I watched as he took his last breath and I found my heart, over taken by grief, thinking "what is he seeing, is he with the Lord now, how does feel"? The unknown. I believe and have believed all my life in our creator, our father, that this world is not our home. But to witness someone passing brought on a new level of questions, doubts, sadness. Where was that peace that transends all understanding? Then as I was driving home I was reminded that we don't know, we're not supposed to, we are only asked to believe. And as I thought of Papa's last breath, I thought of Jesus'. What the people must have been thinking.....questions, doubts, sadness. If that was the end, we would never know that there truly was more. But he returned! He was perfect, and he showed us that there was more. And there in that moment, my peace came. I hear music in my head at all times. I either never embraced the musical side of me or maybe I am crazy. But especially since Caleb has been born, those late night feedings brought really interesting songs. Most were choruses of christian songs reminding me that the Lord was with me during my exhausted breakdowns. Sometimes it was random commercial songs that literally told me that I was going crazy not having any sleep. But Saturday a song played in my head all day long. "You are God alone, from before time began, you were on your throne, you are God alone. And right now, in the good times and bad, you are on your throne, you are God alone." I am so thankful that he is God alone! I am thankful that seeing Papa in that state did not mean that was the end of him. And while the world has suffered a true loss, Heaven has gained a great son. I can't wait to see him again. Just knowing he is on the other side waiting, makes that "disheartening, unnatural" part of death a little more bearable.

I write all this to share my Caleb "Burton"! Although he will never know his Papa Burton, I pray that I can raise him with the same spirit and passion for life that he had. At two months old he already displays a unique calmness that my sweet Baker has yet to have =)! Caleb weighed in at a whopping 13 lbs at his checkup and is doing fabulous! I am very thankful Papa was able to be a part of his life, however long that it was.

Quick Update!

2009-05-21T15:16:00.000-05:00

Just a few quick pics to share.....bath time fun, a day at the park with some of our favorite friends (Baker was about asleep), and Caleb in his bassinet at 6 weeks....can we say chubby! We are all loving the warm weather and getting outside.

Yea for video!!!!

2009-05-12T19:32:00.000-05:00

I am so excited. For mother's day Josh, Baker, and Caleb got me a Flip mini video camera. It is about the size of a Nano. I love it! It is so easy to take video and I can carry it with me everywhere. And.....it just sticks right in to the computer! So, hopefully you will begin to see more video of my boys rather than pictures. Baker is growing so much. I have felt very guilty because my time with him has been greatly decreased the past few weeks. We were working on colors, words, drawing, etc. Then Caleb was born and it is a good day if we get a chance to sit down and read a book together. It is getting easier, and I am starting to get adjusted, so hopefully Baker and I will be back on track soon. I am not sure how much a 20 month old boy should know, but it amazes me each day what Baker picks up on. He understands everything I say. And you only have to show him something once and he can do it over and over again.....ex: dad's electric razor, turning on lights in the car, putting dvds in the player, turning on the radio and changing stations.....basically, anything with technology. He is his daddy's boy. He has definitely been a challenge these past few weeks with Caleb, but Baker is still my joy. I tell him he is my first love!

Video of Caleb soon to be posted! Caleb is 6 weeks old. At his one month apt he was 10 lbs 3 oz. So.....he is a hoss!!! He is so heavy and big that I feel like he is not as young as he is. He has become a little fussy during the day, however, he is excellent at night, stretching 5 hours. Even though I am looking forward to the day he sleeps through the night, I am finding that time with him......calm, quiet, only us awake.....is precious! It wasn't as precious when I was waking up every 2 hours, but now with a 5 hour stretch, I can appreciate it a little more!

I'm growing!!!

2009-04-25T20:51:00.000-05:00

It has felt like decades since my last post. I was definitely in a different place.....although I still have those daily thoughts. Showers come every now and then and I still wonder when I will ever sleep again....but it is getting better. It is hard to believe that Caleb is almost one month old. It is going by so quickly....and yet, so slowly! I can honestly say that I was scared to death the first day that I had both my boys by myself, but we made it. We are still making it. Each day gets a little easier, and being able to get out of the house....if only for a walk....makes each day a little brighter. We are definitely still working out the kinks of scheduling. I was a nazi about getting Baker on a schedule first thing....even waking him up in the middle of the night to feed...and he did horrible! I really think I made him a high maintenance child. Caleb is on an every 3 hour schedule during the day and I let him wake up on his own at night (you learn with the second!!!). Of course he is still not doing very long stretches between feedings and it is killing me......but I hope one day soon that will change. He has, unfortunately, started spitting up and having a fussy time at night before his last feeding. But otherwise, he is still a pretty chilled baby. Thankfully he goes with the flow and isn't too affected by Baker's occasional swats and screams at him. Baker is doing better too. I think he is figuring out that Caleb is not going anywhere. You can see below that he loves Caleb's sock monkeys. He looks drunk in the first one, but I had to capture him "patting/loving" on the monkey......after he beat it. I am loving watching Regis and Kelly in the mornings....in small spurts. The other morning Jennifer Lopez was on talking about her twins. Kelly asked if she could tell a difference between the boy and the girl. Jennifer said the girl is so particular about things, takes her time and investigates things. She said the boy runs around everywhere and eats everything all the time. It really made me laugh! I don't have a girl, but she hit the nail on the head when it comes to having a boy! We couldn't live without them!

I think the word is ..... surviving!

2009-04-13T12:57:00.000-05:00

Today's thoughts.....

*Will I ever be able to shower again?

*Do I even care?

*Will I ever get out of my pajamas?

*Will I ever get out of the house again?

It is only 1 pm and it has already been a day. But I know the first day is the hardest. I feel like today is the first day all over again b/c it is my first day at home with the boys by myself. I feel sort of like a robot.....get one up, get the other, feed one, feed the other, play with one, feed again, then feed the other again, etc. You get the idea. So in the midst of today, those were the thoughts going through my head and I thought I would share. Not to mention I experienced Baker's first all out, fall on the floor, can't calm himself down, 30 minute, fit. All because his cheese toast was not ready. I think I can safely say he is having a little trouble adjusting too. And to top it all off, Josh comes home for lunch to tell me he is playing softball tonight. He must not want to stay married to me. =)

Everything really is going well! Caleb is a fabulous baby. He could eat a little better, but he actually sleeps at night. Baker didn't, so it has been a real blessing. He is starting to spit up, but we pray it won't be as bad as Baker was. If anyone knew us well, he filled up an entire burp cloth with one spit up. It was so sad....no one wanted to hold him. And we constantly smelled like sour milk. Yum! We made the trip to Columbia for Easter. It was nice to be home b/c I hadn't been in months. These were a few quick shots we got and wanted to share. Caleb will be two weeks tomorrow and Baker is 19 months. It definitely has been an interesting couple of weeks. I am not sure if it ever is easy, but I am realizing how perfect the name of our blog really is for us. We are warriors.....fighting through the hard moments so we can truly enjoy God's blessings. And my family is such a blessing to me!

Caleb Burton Watson is here!!!

2009-04-02T18:11:00.001-05:00

Caleb Burton Watson

8 lbs. 4 oz

21 inches long

Well.....the waiting is over! I couldn't believe it when my water broke at about 2:45 am Tuesday morning. In fact, I wasn't sure for about 10 minutes if that was really it....Josh even fell back asleep. Soon enough....there was no question. Luckily Baker was spending a few days at his grandparents so we did not have to have the extra panic of what to do with him at the moment. I do remember having to say to myself, "Okay Laura, calm down, b/c Josh is freaking out and one of us has to be calm." Long story short, We made it to the hospital by about 3:15 am...I was dilated to a 7/8 and having contractions every 3 minutes.....my nurse was fabulous and on the ball. She made sure I got my epidural and we worked hard to deliver by 7 am so that Dr. McGowan could be the one to deliver me (who was not my doctor but one I really liked). And he arrived, on his own.....2 weeks early at 6:32 am, a whopping 1 lb 1/2 more than Baker was! We are all doing well, very tired, and Baker is adjusting!

We finally picked his name. We had a few choices but decided we would look at him first before we made the official decision. I really like his name because it really means something to me. His middle name, Burton, goes down 5 generations in my family...Caleb making the 6th. My brother's name is Burton and we just didn't know if we could call him that seriously otherwise it would have been his first name. And Caleb was NEVER in the running of names until I started reading my bible one day about Joshua. Without going into too much detail, I read about a "warrior" Caleb, who encouraged and stood beside Joshua going into the promised land as a spy, and then being the only two to stand up in faith for the Lord when all else were ready to stone them. Scripture quotes that Caleb was a "servant of the Lord, having a different spirit, and he served the Lord whole-heartedly." We have our "Joshua" Baker, now we have our "Caleb". My prayer is that the two always encourage each other and stand strong in their faith for the Lord.....even when all else turn away.

Can you tell which one is which?

Baker is on the left, Caleb is on the right! Will they look alike? Time will tell!

Weekly update.....

2009-03-29T11:33:00.000-05:00

I know any mom-to-be has an "anxious spirit" when it gets towards the end of the road, however, I feel like my anxiousness is almost driving me mad. I don't like feeling this way and I begin to question why I am feeling this way. Then I am reminded.....since 28 weeks of pregnancy I have had weekly cervical ultrasounds, weekly doctor "checks", weekly conversations on the "what if" if the baby were to come early, been in the hospital 3 times to stop contractions I wasn't even feeling, taken medicine to stop the "ghost contractions" that made me feel like I was having a heart attack, and the lovely confinement to home/bed with a 1 and 1/2 year old showing me a new definition to "terrible ones". I am anxious. I know that the next part will not be any easier, in fact, probably much much more difficult, but I feel like I have lived week to week for an all too long while now. Here I sit at 38+ weeks pregnant, dilated to a 4, 60% effaced going "Seriously!" All this worry and he is still hanging in there!

But at the same time it has allowed me to stop and really put into perspective life. I have been very humbled in the past few days. I have been living my life week to week, while God is trying to remind me to live day to day. I have been so consumed by what tomorrow or the next day will bring, that I am forgetting to enjoy what God has given me today......life growing inside me, a beautiful toddler that I only have days with just him and me left, a small amount of peace to my days when he is napping (which I know with two will be diminished shortly), time with my husband as a family of three, nights of full 7-8 hours of sleep, not to mention God's daily blessings to us.....I could go on and on. So as this new era of my life will inevitably begin in the next few weeks....or days....if not hours.....I am thankful for today, God's love, and his endless blessings!

MMMmmm......Good!

2009-03-24T09:59:00.000-05:00

Today I got to help mommy bake brownies for Grandaddy. He had knee replacement surgery and is in the hospital! I hope they make him all better! It was SO MUCH FUN!

A Few Updates....

2009-03-13T13:57:00.000-05:00

I love this picture. We have hung it in the baby's room. Baker is in love with the belly. He pats it, kisses it, and tries to give the baby his milk. I think he is a little confused, or curious, as he is now lifting everyone's shirt to see their belly. I am also finding unusual things in the bassinet, so hopefully he won't kill the baby as Baker enjoys throwing things in there. And....we think we have a name!!! But if you know us...then you know us! We will let everyone know when we are 100% certain!

We finally took Baker's one year pictures. These were just a few favorites. He is growing so much and so full of life. He is such a joy for sure!!!

I love snow!!

2009-03-02T11:47:00.000-06:00

It is so sad that this was the biggest snow we have had in years and Mommy is big, pregnant, and without child. Baker spent the weekend with his "Dee and Pop Pop" as he calls them. Their original names were supposed to be "Dee Dee and Pop". He decided to change it up! Mommy did not believe the weather man about the amount of snow so she did not send Baker with appropriate clothing...notice the socks on his hands for gloves. Don't think it stopped him from enjoying it! Dee said that when Pop Pop would stop pulling him on the sled he would make his sign for "more, more". I hated missing out on this special time, but I am trying to look out for Baby #2 as well.

Speaking of....my doctor appointment this week left me in the hospital for monitoring. I was having contractions (which I could not feel....but I had progressed in dilation so my doctor was concerned) so was given shots to stop them and sent home with the pill version of the shots. The medicine made me feel terrible....bed ridden for two days. So they have me on a different kind now. It is my first day of taking it, so I pray this one allows me to function and take care of Baker! All in all, we're hanging in there! We go to the doctor again Friday so I will update more soon!

Boys will be boys....and I'm having another one!

2009-02-20T16:36:00.001-06:00

I think I am funny holding my cup with my mouth and walking around where I can't see.

"I can do it myself!!!"

"Hello......Hello" (so serious)

"Mom, look what I found to hold my dinosaur."

Seriously.....something just about every day blows my mind with Baker. He is such a typical boy. He loves to be center of attention and show out when anyone comes over (once he warms up of course). In the pic with the cup, he cracks himself up all the time that he can do that. He refuses to let mommy help him eat anymore. He jerks that spoon out of my hand and holds it with a death grip. He also loves using mommy's fork...not his baby fork. It is funny b/c I seem to just give it to him, but Josh always goes, "Laura, I would feel better if you would not do that. He is going to poke his eye out." It is funny what doesn't bother me that bothers daddy! I feel like Baker is so independent, however, I need to remember he is not, especially with eating. We had a bad choking the other day on a strawberry that almost made mommy hysterical! Boys like to eat...and eat too quickly! Small, small bites from now on! The picture with the phone is priceless. I know all kids figure that out eventually, but it amazes me how we are drawn to technology! I mean, I have tried to give him play phones that make noise, old phones that don't work anymore but look real.....Baker won't have it. If it doesn't work and it is not real, he doesn't want it. But he always has such a serious face when pretending to say hello.....like he is really concentrating. It cracks me up! And the blender picture.....let me just say that I walked into the kitchen and he had literally pulled that out on his own and put his dinosaur in it. It was hilarious. He thought so too! Boys are just something else! All calmness goes out the window for sure!

Doctor Apt......we had another great visit this week. No change from last week, so baby boy is holding on. I am 33 weeks tomorrow so pray for at least 2 more! We are getting closer to getting things done.....the nursery is envisioned, my things to buy list is made, bassinet is in the room, clothes are washed.....so maybe, just maybe we will have a name to share soon! It is the easiest for us to put on the backburner since we have such a hard time deciding! We will keep you posted!

Another week down....

2009-02-12T09:25:00.000-06:00

My little farmer!

Standing up and falling back down is so much fun! Can you tell I think I am funny?

Baker is growing like a weed. I have yet to take one year old pictures of him, and he doesn't even look like my 12 month old anymore. His newest thing is twirling his hair. He definitely has some interesting hair. Parts of it want to curl, parts of it look like a "fro", and parts are still slowly growing to catch up with the rest. We have always had hair trouble with him. But he loves it. We just watch him in his crib twirling away until he falls asleep.....Or when he watches his Praise Baby DVD, or in the car. All of us Stewart's have some kind of nervous/calming twitch....Dad plays with his hair/eye brows, mom with ribbons, me with sheets or blankets....I guess it was just a matter of time until Baker found his! It is really cute though.

My doctor apt yesterday was great! We have actually improved a little since last week! So he seems to be wanting to hold off. Thanks again for all the prayers, meals, and everything you all are doing to help us through this time. I feel like I live week to week, and I am literally counting down the time!

Doctor Appointment...

2009-02-03T12:36:00.000-06:00

We had another doctor appointment today, and it went as well as it could have. I am going weekly now for visits and ultrasounds. The ultrasound showed a slight bit of effacement since last week, but very minimal. So minimal that my doctor said to continue with "modified" bed rest. However, she did prepare me for all factors. If I come in next week and there has been a lot more change than I will have to go to complete bed rest, which means I will have to find someone to look after Baker during the day. And if there is significant effacement than I could be put in the hospital. We did, however, do a test that tells with 95% accuracy if you will go into labor in the next two weeks, and it came back negative. So that is a blessing! I feel encouraged by the visit, and am so very, very blessed to have the doctor that I do. She is amazing, comforting, and so knowledgeable! She is so thorough that I feel like she has kept me from worrying through this. I did ask her more specifics about the baby if he were to come early, and obviously, his lung development is the biggest risk factor. She does feel confident though of the neonatal unit at MTMC, saying that it has everything that Vanderbilt has (well...at least for not severely premature babies) as well as a specialized doctor for premie babies. So, specific prayer requests.....(1) that baby Watson will hold out a little longer and his lungs will grow strong and fast, (2) that I will be able to stay off my feet more, (3) that Baker will get through his "funk" and allow me to stay off my feet, and (4) prayers of thanksgiving for all my family and friends that are going above and beyond to serve us. We are so very thankful for all of you!

Mommy Blues...

2009-02-02T15:29:00.000-06:00

This last week, and I do mean a "solid, straight" week, has left me remembering what it was like when I was home on maternity leave with Baker. I remember being almost a little excited to start back to teaching and even feeling a little guilty for thinking that. Since that time I have been dying to be back at home with him again, contemplating every other...any other...means of compensation to get me here. Who knew it would come in the form of bedrest. However, I am now remembering how hard it is to be at home all day every day, being the one totally responsible for taking care of your child. It has taught me a brand new meaning of humility. I realized today that for the past year, I really haven't had much time during the day with my child, other than weekends and holidays. I get him at home for our nightly routine and on the weekends. I have been at the mercy for so long of others making the right decisions for what is best for my child during the day. And now....the decisions have been put back in my hands. I am finding myself making daily decisions and questioning what the right answer is.....is what I am doing the best thing for my child. So I guess, through my blog, I am reaching out for advice or just seeking comfort that all moms share in this "questioning". I sit with a screaming child as background music, my daily allowance of sanity slowly draining out of me, and am trying to "decide" on what the best thing for him is. We are transitioning to one nap! Baker has always, on weekends at least, taken two beautiful 1 1/2 to 2 hour naps a day. He has never done quite so well with a sitter, but I have always bragged on how well he does in his "own" bed. As we are trying to transition to one nap, he is now taking one 1 1/2 hour nap. Not only is he not getting enough sleep at nap time, he is waking up earlier every morning fussy, rather than sweet, happy, and playful. Mommy and no sleep don't do well together either. So what is the answer? Do I let him cry it out to train his body that he has to sleep longer at nap time? Does that really work anyway.....b/c it never did as an infant. Baker NEVER followed the "books", so I am not one that swears by them anymore. And if you know me you know I tried really hard...in fact, I still get made fun of for my new mommy calls ("Kelley....he is not doing what the books says he should be!"). So do I get him up and he is just one of those children who doesn't take long naps? Is this just a phase? Is it his teeth? Like I said, it has been a long week. Between not enough sleep and the constant fussiness, mommy is almost scared by the thought this baby could come early! The Lord will have to double my daily sanity allowance. I will say though, that through this uneasy time, I am very thankful! I am very thankful that I am home, very thankful that Baker and I are in this together, and thankful that I can be his comfort during his time of need....no matter how many gray hairs he is putting on my head!

Doctor's Appointment...

2009-01-26T22:12:00.001-06:00

Well, today was a big and exhausting day. It started with an ultrasound at 11:30, revealing that the baby is very low (FYI....I am trying to keep with as little details as possible without it classifying as "TMI"). But the ultrasound tech was so wonderful. She was nice...which is a first for me....and she even did a 3D ultrasound for free since I was her last patient before lunch. So I got to really see his sweet face, well the part of it that his hand wasn't covering. He would not move it for anything (Great...another stubborn boy). We got a "great" picture of his hand. Anyway...the doctors visit went well. I am officially on bedrest for the rest of the pregnancy, but there has not been anymore effacing or dilation since last week. So that is a major PRAISE to the Lord. I thank you for everyone that has been praying for me and this little man. I am on a week by week basis and on strict orders to only take care of Baker this week and do nothing else. I did have to go over to the hospital for an hour for monitoring again and had to get a steroid shot. This is the help boost lung development for the baby in case he does come early. It hurt worse than my labor and delivery with Baker...literally...but obviously was over quickly! I should be used to all this poking by now! I have another ultrasound and apt next Tuesday, so I will keep everyone posted. You can continue praying that this little guy stays comfortable and happy for a few more weeks at least, and that my time with Baker at home is blessed, rewarding, and not too straining. I can honestly say that I have been very at peace with the situation, and I truly know that that is because the Lord is the creator, the potter, and he is forming this blessing. When he is finished, he will arrive, and I will treasure him every day that the Lord allows me to raise this baby. I KNOW that the Lord is still busy up there, b/c he has yet to tell me what to name him. =)

Where To Begin???

2009-01-25T09:19:00.000-06:00

New York! New York!

My baby dedication!

Playing with the decorations at Teck's house.

Mommy loves the hair!

Seriously....where to begin??? For those of you that have been following Baker's blog through the past year, thank you for loving our child! We felt, out of respect for our new baby boy, that it was time to create a "family" blog. Which means....lucky for you readers....that the blogs may get longer, but hopefully come more often! We hope to use this opportunity to not only share with you what is going on with Baker's life, but with all of our lives! So what have we been up to.....

New York!

Josh and I took a vacation! A much needed vacation! New York at Christmas was what I had always wanted to experience....however, pregnant and cold did put a little damper on festivities. We definitely were "tourists", but would love to one day go back and experience the city on a different level! I am 29 weeks pregnant and was actually put in the hospital for monitoring at my doctor's visit last Monday. Apparently, I am already dilated to a 1 and 60% effaced. Which I didn't need a doctor to tell me that this baby is low, low! It has been very difficult to teach and be on my feet all day with 6 and 7 year olds, and then come home to my all too handsome 16 month old. I have been on "limited" bed rest this week, which has been very nice. Baker is plenty to keep up with, without adding work into the picture. I go back to the doctor for an ultrasound and visit tomorrow so I will post our progress. Please pray that our sweet child will hold off a little longer. I want him as developed as possible, but again, know and trust that the Lord is in complete control no matter what!

Baker!!

16 months and a ball full of energy. I can't remember when he switched from baby to toddler exactly, but he is definitely transitioned. It blows my mind daily how much he understands. Like the constant battle of throwing food from his chair....He hears "no" often and would "appear" to not understand, but yet, when he gets a spanking and has to pick it up and take it to the trash can all by himself, he can do it with no problem. He definitely has some Stewart stubbornness in him. Sadly, I don't think you can spank that away! We dedicated Baker at church before Christmas and he was perfect. He is in his lovely girly outfit above....Josh just loved it! Baker tries to talk all the time. He is saying "da da, ma ma(but not often =( ), Dee (my mom), Pop Pop (my dad..who does in fact look like he could pop at any minute!), dog, moo, coo coo (for Nanny's coo coo clock), ball, ba ba, and his new favorite "kitty kitty kitty" which he learned at Mom's house (no cats here!!!). He LOVES to sing and dance. Any time there is music he picks up the beat and starts grooving. The other day.....on my much needed bed rest....I was rocking him at nap time and started singing to him. When I stopped, he just held me and sang to me. It was such a sweet, precious moment I will remember always. He, and Josh, are definitely the loves of my life! And with only another boy to arrive soon....my heart will be filled with boy lovin'! I am very lucky!

And.....oh.....the hair! I love the last picture! That is what Baker's hair looks like after a bath! What a stud (sorry I am biased). Too bad it doesn't stay that way. I may have to start mousing it! Sorry this was a lot to keep up with, but a lot has happened in the past months. Thanks for reading!