Gotta love what kids do when you aren't looking!
Our church outfits!
The love before the beating!
I read an article yesterday titled "Flawed and Fabulous Moms." Reading it was like a breath of fresh air......it gave me the freedom to be human and the encouragement that all moms, although flawed, are still fabulous in their own way. A friend once told me that she felt like when you become a new mom they shoot you with some guilt serum before you leave the hospital. I couldn't relate more. Today's plate of guilt would include feeding Baker Sonic for lunch, snapping at him for "screaming" in the car, spanking him for hitting his brother, taking a long overdue phone call and letting him watch tv in his high chair....and it is only nap time. It saddens me when my list of "guilts" sometimes outweighs the praises. But then I remember....I am human, I am flawed.....and I remind myself that I have hugged him, I have kissed him, danced with him, laughed, practiced our letters and colors, fed him, and kept him safe and clean. And I remember that that is why God gave me the gift of my children....to love them in the best way I know how and still be fabulous while doing so!
For those of us that know us well, my family are avid canoers/kayakers/river-goers! For almost two years now, we (Josh and I) have not really gotten to canoe and it has nearly killed us. Having kids or canoeing? We had to think about that for a while =)! Baker wasn't even a year old last year, so we figured he was a little young to get out on the river....but not this year. 20 months was old enough for us! He really enjoyed the river. He loved getting out and walking around the water. Not as much swimming, but it was a little cold. I can't wait to share more of these experiences with both my boys! Caleb stayed at home with his "Dee", but I am sure he will hit the river next year! As you can see, Caleb is our "big" boy. He looks about as big as Baker in the picture, but he is my bundle of joy!